Sweet little nothings
- I’m almost vegan. As in, I don’t eat anything animal but I still wear the leather shoes that I own because it would be counterproductive to get rid of them now and further disrespect the poor soul lost in the process of their brutal creation.
- I eat the cores of my apples
- And pears
- And the watermelon rind
- I’m Russian
- But I’m not actually from Russia
- I was born in Kazakhstan, so technically I’m Asian
- And the nose is Greek
- I wish I knew my grandfather
- I believe there is goodness in every person
- And everyone is beautiful
- Except me
- But I’m working on changing that mindset
- I want a New Year’s kiss
- I’m fascinated by science and medicine
- And I want to become a surgeon
- And go to Africa
- I’m not actually a cold and heartless bitch
- Though I am often cold
- I wish I could turn back time
- And tell little Marsha she is beautiful
- I like almond milk
- I was addicted to chewing gum
- Now it makes me sick
- I want a tattoo
- And I will get one, as soon as I can
- I enjoy the company of a lovely cat
- I want to speak French
- Chemistry hates me
- If I lived in the 1920s, I’d be a flapper
- And I only thought of that because I’m doing a project on them
- I think Weight Watchers is silly
- Just like Fat Free stuff
- I believe in the healing powers from within
- I’m not a hippie
- I like cocoa powder
- Especially in combination with a lovely ripe avocado
- I like green smoothies
- Or any smoothies
- I have a passion for green tea
- I used to paint
- And I was good at it
- I’m now too scared to pick up a brush
- I don’t like wearing necklaces
- I’m very protective over my family
- And my close friends
- It’s hard to become my close friend
- Though I’m willing to cooperate
- I’m scared of heartbreak
- And large dogs
- I don’t think doing stupid/illegal things makes you a bad person
- I’m an [very] opinionated person
- But i’m subject to change
- I wish the world learned peace
- I’m against the military/army/whatever else that leads to war
- Because yes, in my opinion they lead to war - seeing as they have yet to actually prevent from it
- I can blab on and on about something for hours
- Or I can shut down and not say a word
- I should study more
- And probably spend more time with people my age
- And try to relate
- And stop bottling up all my anger
- Most of all, I just want to feel alive again :)